an excerpt from another life time ago.
One day I saw him again. We laid in bed, tangled with each other and I fought the urge to scream and the urge to make love to him again. He kept looking me in the eye. Kept trying to get me to surrender to the moment. All I had to do was to let go. But I couldn’t. I looked him in the eye. “You broke my heart. I gave you ALL of it and you broke it. You, of all people. You ALWAYS protected me. And YOU broke my heart.”
A single tear fell down. Fuck Triston and Isodole. Fuck His Dark Materials. Fuck all the stories.
I am no exception. They all made different choices.
“You broke my heart.” That’s all I can write. Even now. After all this time has passed. If I wrote everything else, it would never end. It would never end. You broke my heart.
You broke my heart. You broke my heart.
You deserted and left me. Due to the star’s alignment.
You broke my heart. Because when weighing the cost, leaving me was the cheapest.
You broke my heart. You broke my heart. You broke my heart.
Now, years later, it’s back together. Not all the pieces are in the same place.
I’m permanently altered. I’m missing fragments. You broke my heart.
I gave it ALL to you. Everything inside of me, every galaxy. Every dream. Every thought. Every kiss. I gave you ALL of me. And you left me.
You broke my heart. That is all I can write.
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